slower than a tortoise...

is it me or is time going by SO DARN slowly?!?! the only moment when the clock seems to speed up is when i m sleeping...other than tt, it seems like a big drag...i have too much time on hand now n i m thinking too much...too much thinking is bad...especially when i, the typical Scorpio, always have the tendency to see the glass as half empty n let my imagination run darn wild...i want to go to the time when i have no time to stop n think..let alone think too much...tt will probably be next week...m really looking forward to my classes to take my mind off things...somehow, i wana work things out...i wana be happy...i wana be THE one...i wana be successful...i already have an idea of how this yr mite turn out like...like a sliding door moment...2 paths, 2 possibilities...one, i can go all out n burn myself n get really bitter abt things...or i can go all out n try to do all i can n acheive all i want n be a happy woman...i m gonna try for the latter...wana stop cryin n be happy...i wana be successful, prosperous n very happy this yr...n i want it wif the ones i luv...the ones i want to have around me...my man, my sista, my doggie, my frens n family...

kanna, i luv u...sab, i luv u...chockee, i luv u...u mean the world to me...i m nothing wifout u...thank u for everything...sorry for everything else...